Well... I have been doing ok. I wish it was better. But in the past few days that all changed. Now its back to how things were. Why do this to me? This is not fair. I am so angry about this. I hate your how you are!!! I dont want to deal with this all over again. Its stupid and uncalled for. Dont tell me about it. I dont want to know. That doesnt mean I dont care because I do.... I just dont want to deal with you. I hate the games. I hate worrying. I hate it I hate it!! Just when I start to be able to smile again you go and pull this. Thanks for nothing.